A Story From Me That I Never Create

Stories of my Life thats been shorted from year's to hour's and minute's !

2010-03-14T22:20:00.000-07:00

Few year's of my stories been shorted in few hour's of typing and few minute's of reading !

I've been given the name Atika Lyana by my parents since i was born on 20th of July 1990 and im just a simple 20 years old teenage girl that's been through almost everything a 20 years old teenager's been through in their life's . There's nothing different about me to be compared to everybody , because every single human being in this world got their own specialitie's that been gifted by the one that create all humans and living things in this planet that we called earth . one of my gift that been given is my creativity in taking photo's also a lot more even i didn't know but i will keep on searching for it from up to bottom of me and i will find it somehow , someday . i'm the middle child from 3 sibling's , the 1st is my 22 years old brother and the last is my 2 years old little sister . my little sister actually been adopted by my mom since she was 5 month's old in her own mother body , the parents cant afford another baby to been take care because they got 2 more children that still small that need to be raise so they decide to give the 3rd child to someone that can take a good care of her and my my mother is the one that sincerely willing to raise and take a good care of the 3rd child for them as my mom own child till today and that is how i got a cute adorable little sister that's getting cleaver and naughty at the same time every single each day , months and year's she live . my dear mom is a single mother that raise my brother and me by her own self since i was 12 years old and my brother was 14 years old , she raise us for year's with her own bare of hand till me and my brother grow up from kids to adults . everyone that related to us give my dear mom support's from the back and now she's become one tough mother that been through a lot of obstacle in her life as a single mother just to take care of us , pampered us and give us the attention that we need so that we didn't feel neglected because all that me and my brother have is only my dear mother to rely on that time . few years later came my little sister in our life and the family grew from 3 to 4 person and i do cherish my little sister came in this family because she is the sun's that always shine bright for the family everyday with her chciky attitude that always make us also everyone laugh and eager at her . my mother always said me and my brother is growing up to fast so she need someone to acompany , play with her and make her laugh because she always feel alone . year's past without i notice it , through that year's lots of good and bad things happen in my life and i think my life is fully complete until someone that i didn't even see coming , came in to my life silently and make me feel like there was butterfly in my stomach and make my heart pounding like a punching bag been punch thousand of times non stops . It's true what i've been heard , if u felt that way it means the big L is there and its was right , i do fell into the big L with someone that i already know for almost 4 years now . back then he came into my life as a stranger that i know only through the telephone because my number has been given to him by one of my friend , i was furious at my friend that time and i get over it soon enough but now when the big L happen with someone that a stranger to me , i should thanking my friend for what he did 3 years back if its not because of my friend , me and him probably didn't even met matterfact we didn't even know that were exist in the same world . we spend year's only being friends and we rarely contact each other until one day i've got a hunch to text him and hangout's together then he said that he do wants to hangout with me too , when we met that night i was so suprise went i look at him because he totally change from hair to toe and a glimpse of me looking at him without he notice it . last year on 18th october 2009 its been few weeks since we started contact back , he came to my house just to acompany me because i was alone that time then suddenly something that i never expect happen , it does happen and everything that i never know about year's back been pop out that night and it does make me touched because things that pop out from his mouth is really unexpected , i was suprised by him and he do know how to conquer my heart for himself . since that day he was mine until now and i pray it will last till eternity also only death do us apart !

SORRY !

2009-09-13T00:32:00.001-07:00

this post has been removed by its author because of personal reason :)

LAUGH OUT LOUD :D

2009-08-31T16:18:00.000-07:00

its 4 in the morning and me , zaza , mike and kecik wasnt sleeping yet so were just hanging around and suddenly kecik show up with zaza clothes . it was so fucking funny bc he is not only wearing the clothes but he also wear the bra and stuff stokin's inside the bra . were laugh like a maniac and about to cry :DD

the PROOF !

kecik with mini skirt , sleeveless turtle neck ,high heels , shades , hats , fur and hoops .

and HER name is FAZLISYA ;)

* sorry for the corrupted images , its taken by a phone camera

Tags (;

2009-08-26T16:54:00.000-07:00

At first i want to tell u that ive got this TAG from CikEykaMeow , the old time buddies :)
and here we go !

1) So do u think ur HOT ?
- neahh , if im "HOT" i will be burning for now :P

2) Upload your favorite picture of yourself .

3) Then tell why do u like this picture ?
- because in this picture ive been kiss by my friend NaddNiddNudd ;)

4) When is the last time u ate pizza ?
- its been month since i had my last pizza's :(

5) What did u do when u filling this tag ?
- hanging with Zaza and listening to some songs !

6) Different name that u like to be called other then ur name now ?
- if its cant be Yanaa here so i guess myb ATIKA ? omg , thats the first full name allrite . oh please dont !

7) Tag 6 person that ur not gonna regret .
1st ; Nur Zhariyah , my partner in crimes and doing thing together always .
2nd ; Nur Atika Anisa , the good listener to all of my problems and my love doctor .
3rd ; Nurul Nadia , the person who i talk about in the 3rd question .
4th ; Indera Hafiz , my little brother from different parents and we are in the same age .
5th ; Aishah Azman , the friend that ive know who love kitty so much and got eyes like one .
6th ; Adam Mohamad , my fairy god child who ive know is so adorable in his way .

8) Who is 1st in ur life ?
- she is becoming my sister in law , one of my best and closes friend also a family to me . I do do love her :))

9) How about the 3rd ?
- ive know her since March '08 , one of my classmate at Segi College , Subang Jaya . I love u nadd !

10) and 4th ?
- indera , my brother from another mother and father . He is adorable with his dimple and attitude , adore much .

11) Tell something about 2nd ?
- nisaaa or known as Jahh is my loyal problem listener , she is the one that stand by me when i lost the most precious person in my life and her advice is A plusplus ;P

12) And most probably u will like which one ?
- not even single one on the list because they were my 666 ( * friend family forever ) ^_^

Finally its all pop-out !

2009-08-26T16:44:00.000-07:00

Its been MONTH since i can helpless to get u out from my life but not today because today the yanaa that u know is change to the new one , and the new one is what she proud of !
Today , i have the guts to take it all out to u with the words that i even didnt know it will pop out its all because of what i feel inside me now . So now i think better u move on with ur own life and live it like u use to without me and i will move on with my own life with me didnt thinking about "THE" answer and u Mr."THE" :)
By the way , i still wanna say thanks for all that uve done and all the lies . U do it all because u dont want to hurt me even abit but instead u do and its alot !

Here we go ,

Mr. "THE" :
haha..uit...xg kolej kew..?

Yanaa Boston :
i extend for this sem bc bnyk probs laa :)

Mr. "THE" :
ha..??? lor...dh knaper ni u..if u da problem cter kt i k...i xksah... ;)

Yanaa Boston :
oh nothing .
i ok jea !
takyah laa susah kn diri u dngr my probs aite .
its a small matter jea :))

Mr. "THE" :
ala...xper ar...i xksah lor...dlu pown pe2 hal u cter kt i an..small matter u kata smpai u extend ur study... haih..

Yanaa Boston :
seriously its just a small matter !
ye ke i cite kt u ? x ingt pon :/

Mr. "THE" :
yew ar...dlu da gak u cter2 ngan i.. ;(

Yanaa Boston :
itu i dulu , ni i sekarang !
ive change .
im not the old yanaa no more , im the new one :)
thanks for concern btw !

Mr. "THE" :
per yg beza nyer..?? tell me...huhu..i xksah ar u...u pown taw i cmna an...if da paper just cter kt i k.. ;)

Yanaa Boston :
takde pape .
neahh , nvm !
i tak suke susah kn orggg :)

Mr. "THE" :
tp i ske sshkan dri i.. haha...

Yanaa Boston :
tp i tak suke susah kn org ^_^

Mr. "THE" :
haih...yana,yana....

Yanaa Boston :
yess ?
kenape ( * its Mr. "THE" full name stated here , so it will be remove under certain circumstances ) ?
boleh saya bantu :))

Mr. "THE" :
xda paper ar...u are totally different now..

Yanaa Boston :
different ? what do u mean ?

Mr. "THE" :
i dnt know how 2 discribe abt that... but now u are different to me...

Yanaa Boston :
take ur time and DO discribe it .
actually , im glad ive change bc for me the old yanaa is the stupidest yanaa .
the old yanaa cant see clearly but the new one is what im proud of :)

Mr. "THE" :
yeah...i'm happy for that... i hope i can see the new yana in front of me as soon as posible.. ;)

Yanaa Boston :
thanks :)
and can i ask why do u want to see the new me a.s.a.p ?
i dont think u care rite !

Mr. "THE" :
bcz i just want to see it for my self wth my own eyes... yup..i care abt that bcz u are my fren rite...

Yanaa Boston :
neahhhh !!
i think better i left u on ur own now friend :)

Mr. "THE" :
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......

Yanaa Boston :
thanks for understand :)
dont get me wrong here but seriously let just go on with our own life ok !

Mr. "THE" :
mmmmmm..... :(

Yanaa Boston :
i think its unnecessary for u to be sad bc u just wasting ur time there friend :)

Mr. "THE" :
ok..if u say like that,i hve to accept it... mm...

Yanaa Boston :
thanks for understand :)

actually im very glad ive come in this part where i know im strong enough to do this to u and i know i can and wont give up to u and ur words anymore ;)

Fasting , Independent and Raya Day !

2009-08-23T16:34:00.000-07:00

Today ,
It's been 3 days since fasting month start and i admit the 1st day i can hold myself but when it come to 2nd day , i was like OHMYGOD ! i cant anymore . i need my ciggy badly allrite so i just grab my ciggy and smoke it and i go "fuhhhh" , im so relief . bhahaha :D
i know i know im the satan of myself bc i cant hold my lust for not smoking thru the hold day .
another 27 days to go before RAYA and i cant wait for raya , eventho raya is not gonna be fun for me like the good old days but still raya is the most sad also happy day for me and that is the day its gonna remind me of someone that has left me forever and someone that bring me cheer !

Last year ,
He is here to acompany me thru this fasting month and raya but this year ? he is not here anymore , he gonna spend his fasting month and raya up there in heaven . its really sad for me bc i cant wish him Selamat Berpuasa , Selamat Bersahur , Selamat Berbuka and Selamat Hari Raya also im not gonna receive an answer from him when i ask for his forgiveness and go to our friends open house together anymore , its all because he is up there and i am down here . even im sad but still im hoping for him to be happy , safe , well and smiling up there . i know he is looking at me each and everyday of my life till the day im gonna meet him again , im so so hoping for that bc i miss him more then everyone think . i do do do miss u Ahmad Ridzuan :')

30th of August ,
The day of INDEPENDENT or MERDEKA date is on fasting month . that is so so so i mean sooo boring bc i cant celebrate it outside somewhere its all because 1st , the H1N1 or pig flu that had kills 50 people , so far that i heard . 2nd , bc its fasting month and im forsure mymom not gonna alowed me from leaving the house . 3rd , im aint got no money , im fucking broke now . 4th , is there gonna be a celebration this year bc as i heard the prime minister illegally banned firework show on merdeka so it was like no beautifull firework no more , so sadd !

21st of September ,
Its the day Raya gonna be so SELAMAT HARI RAYA , MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN :)

Thank you Mr.F .

2009-08-14T03:22:00.000-07:00

i want to say a THANK YOU to u Mr.F because ,

the 10 thankfull list !

thanks to u bc u make me WAITED for u for so long .
thanks to u bc u make me had the BIGGEST crush on u .
thanks to u bc u HANG ME without a rope .
thanks to u bc u LIE straight to my face .
thanks to u bc u didnt gave me a SINCERE answer .
thanks to u bc u spend ur so precious TIME .
thanks to u bc u keep quiet when i ask "THE" question .
thanks to u bc u make me put my HOPE on u all the time .
thanks to u bc the words that u said to me is WONDERFUL .
thanks to u bc the words i FALL in LOVE with YOU !

a very thankfull to u Mr.F . im so appreciate it now because now i know the answer that u left untold before . i hope u happy with what u doing to me because as i know what goes around comes around , its KARMA baby :)

i MISS you :'(

2009-08-14T01:02:00.000-07:00

ive been missing u badly for this past few days and everytime i heard the songs that remind me of u , my tears will drop by itself . i know that its been month since u were gone but the memories with u always strike me and everytime its strike me , i will cry over and over again .

Thank you for the memories and your love . However my life may turn , u will be the gift for me that i cant forget . You are the mountain that has made my river bend , not will it flow the same to the sea . Knowing you is something i made of . Years will not this part of me remove , one lives for just a brief eternity . Understanding truth that never end , im so glad i found u and u will always stand apart in my life that i will never erase even once and i will not do even someone gonna love me like u use to do Ahmad Ridzuan !

Siah ku Darling :D

2009-08-14T00:24:00.000-07:00

its very sweet of him bc he volunteer to be my boyfriend that can take fucking care of me .
its all from my myspace . ive wrote that i need someone at my current status then he reply !

*sorry for the corrupted images !

i LOVE you fahmyy . bhahaha :DD

Mr.F come strike back !

2009-08-09T10:20:00.000-07:00

its 1 am in the morning and im still awake so i decide to log in into my Yahoo Messanger then suddenly i saw Mr.F * real name not gonna be stated online , so i take an action and private message him there and here we goes . . . .

Yanaa Boston: uil , lme tak on ym :)
Yanaa Boston: *uik
Mr.F : haha...
Mr.F : uil...
Yanaa Boston : >:P
Mr.F : :P
Mr.F : i on jew...
Mr.F : tp nk reply nyer lmbab cz i quite bz ar...
Yanaa Boston : oo ok
Mr.F : haha..
Yanaa Boston : biase la org busy knnn
Mr.F : haha...
Mr.F : xda ar..
Yanaa Boston : join conference jom . ade i , nisa , hani and fahmy :)
Mr.F : i kna wat report...
Mr.F : dh ar byk...
Mr.F : gmpang gler...
Mr.F : haha...
Mr.F : xmo ar...
Mr.F : nnti i syp jew..
Mr.F : hehe..
Yanaa Boston : alaaa join je
Yanaa Boston : kiteorg mcm bdk gile kt stu
Yanaa Boston : of course u bole join pnye :)
Yanaa Boston : sbb u sme gk kn kn kn
Mr.F : haha...
Mr.F : i pown nk out dah ni u...
Mr.F : sok kjer..
Mr.F : ;)
Yanaa Boston : ye lea
Yanaa Boston : ok :)
Mr.F : haha...
Mr.F : sowie erk u..
Mr.F : next time i will..
Yanaa Boston : oh nvm .
Yanaa Boston : org berkerjaya rite :D
Mr.F : haha..
Mr.F : perli nmpak...
Mr.F : :P
Yanaa Boston : hahaha
Yanaa Boston : sje jea
Yanaa Boston : da g la tido sne yea
Yanaa Boston : byee :)
Yanaa Boston : t.cre aite !
Mr.F : ok..
Mr.F : bye...
Mr.F : u tc 2..
Mr.F : miss u..
Mr.F : a'kum..
Mr.F : ;)
Yanaa Boston : sure
Yanaa Boston : waalaikummusalam

ive been wonder what is the point u said the "MISS YOU" statement when u know i use to have a huge crush on u before and u didnt even make a move for me to be with u . thanks anyway for everything and for ur information the statement that u said before enough for me to know that u only like to play around with people feeling . last but not least thanks again for ur time and everything u did MR.F :)

Uber Amazing Blog !

2009-07-31T18:56:00.000-07:00

1) Copy the award above and put it in your page
i got it from PHESZA darlingg :D

2) 5 facts about the person that give you the award

- we always bump into each other even we didnt make any plans to meet up .
- i love M.Shadow and she love Synyster Gates and both from A7X !
- we've know each other for years but never hangout for real .
- we both do love heavy stuff yaww :DD
- i called her Phesza Pingu because she used to love pingu u know (;

3) Every each of blogger need to stated 10 fact or own hobbies

- i do love gig's all rite with heavy stuff ah . oohhhh , adore much !
- eventho im fat but i love to wear short jeans . shorter then rihanna's hair :DD
- i hate following new trend's . only stupid people do .
- i love to wear liquid eyeliner allrite .
- i only know how to have fun nowadays .
- i love to smoke . i mean alot !
- i need mary-jane each day in my life for noww .
- i have a huge crush on PHIL BOZEMAN from whitechapel :)
- im addicted to sleeping ok .
- i adore my PARTNER in CRIME'S !!

4) Choose 10 people that received this award and describe why
One - Zazaa , mypartnerincrimes .
Two - BulanDarling , mysexpartner .
Three - Nisa , mykatijahglamour .
Four - Zakiyy , mygedikss .
Five - Adam , myfairygodchild .
Six - Chaa , mychiichuukitten .
Seven - Nadd , mylaughmachine .
Eight - Indera , myadorablecollegebuddies .
Nine - Idan , mygaysbuddies .
Ten - Naa , myelectrorobots .

p/s : thanks phesza sayang for the award . love u yaww :D

MySpace :D

2009-07-31T01:54:00.000-07:00

A funny words thats me Latipahh Gelang and Katijah Glamour a.k.a nisa said stupid and funny things about Senin Sengkat ( real name not gonna be said here , only some people knows ) and Napsiah Juling a.k.a fahmy fagala !

at myspace i wrote this on my status .
yanaa BOSTON ;) is saying , Hi to Senin Sengkat ! ( only some people know who that was )

then this is what jahh respond to me and what i respond to jahh :DD
p/s : please read from the bottom of the row till up !

Pahh :
alaaa , mne ko tau si midon tu tak tergila mcm kapal kt si semah tu lgi ? ko ske2 jea ckp kn jah kn . haaaa knnnn ! si siah tu tak abis gn mak dia si limah ozawa tu . hati mcm gula2 kapas . pegang sket da cair :))

Jahh :
ala.midon tu dah okay da.dulu je dia tergila gila kat semah silang tu.semah tu bajet jalan catwalk haa. siahh tu x de harapan la nak bomb kita pahhh. malam nanti kompen dia panggil mak dia pahh.mcm ritu.ahahhaah.siahh tu salalu terkinja2 kat kaberet.tapi hati lembut mcm kapas.x kuasa!!

Pahh :
alaa ko ni jahh , buat pecah lobang akue jea . dlu ye la akue slalu skodeng si senin tu , skang da tak mau akue da . dia bajet macho sngt pdhl hancur . ish2 . si siah tu bajet cengkonon nk attack kite la . pdhl kite lgi power kn jah kn ! mulut kite ni lgi mcm periuk api haaa . midon sawi ? takmo akue . kn dia ade hati kt si semah silang tu jea . hmmmm !

Jahh :
ala pahhh.kau selalu gak skodeng kat senin tu kan kan.tapi senin tu wat muka macho jea.gahah.siah tu kena masuk pemulihan akhlak tu pah.teruk sgt da dia tu.kang x dtg lak si siahhh malam ni. mrajuk punya pasal.ghahaha. kau pon pahhh.lupekan jela si senin tu.midon sawi kan adaa.gahahha

Pahh :
haa , tau takpe . tu akue ckp mampus akue if dia bce ni . seminggu kng dia merajok gn akue lgi jah oi . jenab tu tido tak tido mmpi basah je koje dia . akue da tau lme da si siah tu ske jual body . akue selalu nmpk kt danau nu haa . senin tu lgi la . da la lupa daratan . buaya darat plk tu . name da la senin sengkat kt kl nme nk meletop jea . ish2 pe pnye org la senin ni . ade gk akue flyingkick kng :DD

Jahh :
haha. dia tu hati lembut doe! jenab dah mimpi basah dah tu. napsiah tu mcm xtau je dia suka jual body pahhh senin dah lupa daratan,dtg kl tukar name dah pahhh

Pahh :
bhaha :D mcm la si senin tu tau dia senin . napsiah ni jual diri ke hape kt danau tu . dia bce ni mampos akue dia merajuk lgi . bhahahaha :D jenab da gone by gone da !

Jahh :
ghahaha.seninnn ooo seniiiinnn. napsiah anak leman sengau tu p danau x reti nk balek! gahahha.oi jenab,p tido senyap2 jela!

Pahh :
bhaha :D akue rindu nk bhn napsiah ozawa juling capang a/p leman sengau

Song's that im addicted to currently !

2009-07-31T01:46:00.000-07:00

Inka Cristie - Rela

BBQ at my place :)

2009-07-25T21:57:00.000-07:00

25 july 2009

BBQ night for my birthday , just a night that me , my family and some nearby friends gather around to eat , talk , taking pictures and eat again :DD

Aza , Sis ChiChi and Zaza , they make the BBQ night complete :))

today survey is about ;

2009-07-22T19:32:00.000-07:00

Things You Don't Know About Me

What is on your bed right now? zaza <3
When was the last time you threw up? monday :D
What's your favorite word or phrase? bhahaha !
Name 3 people who made you smile today? my little sister aeryana , zaza and my nephew nashriq :)
What were you doing at 8 am this morning? been awake by nightmares .
What were you doing 30 minutes ago? ate ;p
What is your favorite holiday? semester break yaww .
Have you ever been to another country? yeah .
What is the last thing you said aloud? i called my lil sister name "AERYANA" !
What is the best ice cream flavor? mint . nyummm :9
What was the last thing you had to drink? milo ice .
What are you wearing right now? short and shirt .
What was the last thing you ate? rice :D
Have you bought any new clothing items this week? neahhh .
When was the last time you ran? i cant remember . hmmm !
What's the last sporting event you watched? soccer .
If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go? PARIS please !
Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace? kiddo robot that didnt want to sleep because he is working . bhahaha :D
Ever go camping? neahh .
Do you have a tan? nope .
Have you ever lost anything down a toilet? things that stay in my stomach . ewwww !
What is your guilty pleasure? watching cartoon :)
Do you use smiley faces on the computer alot? i do and i mean alot alot ok :))
Do you drink your soda from a straw? smtms .
What did your last text message say? stupid msg from i dont know what .
Are you someone's best friend? i guess !
What are you doing tomorrow? didnt got any plan yet .
Where is your mom right now? working places .
Look to your left, what do you see? pc :)
What color is your watch? i didnt have any watch . weird rite . i know !
What do you think of when you think of Australia? tons of cows with tons of milks :DD
Ever ridden on a roller coaster? yea . who doesnt rite !
What is your birthstone? i dont know .
Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? both .
Do you have any friends on myspace that you actually hate? i do !
Do you have a dog? neah .
Last person you talked to on the phone? mikeee .
Any plans today? going to my mom office , take some money and pay my phone bills .
Are you happy? i do .
Where are you right now? home sweet home :)
Biggest annoyance in your life right now? problems :(
Last song listened to? pearl jam , last kiss . its remind me of my late bf . Ahmad Ridzuan , i miss u sygg ;'((
Last movie you saw? transformers .
Are you allergic to anything? steel and seafood .
Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time? did flip flops count :D
Are you jealous of anyone ? neahh .
Are you married? nope .
Is anyone jealous of you? i dont know , ask them !
Do any of your friends have children? yeah .
Do you eat healthy? smtms .
What do you usually do during the day? online !
Do you hate anyone right now? i do :)
Do you use the word 'hello' daily? yeahhh .
How many kids do you want when you're older? 2 or 4 but forsure i want twins please !
How old will you be turning on your next birthday? 20 years old . omg , im getting old .
Have you ever been to Six Flags? nope .
How did u get one of your scars? running !

current thought !

2009-07-22T18:07:00.001-07:00

me ? im the kind of girl thats always been left hundred steps behind my track and its makes me drown in hatred for them thats left me there but everytime they move on , ill try to move too but then seems i still hundred steps away from them and seriously its hurt me enough for now because no one seems to pull me throught all the steps that i cant catch up to stand in the same level as they did * fuhhh! (:

My BIRTHDAY day's :)

2009-07-22T10:32:00.001-07:00

20th of july is my BIRTHDAY !

on 19th july is the carpathian gig and at 6pm i arrive at mcpa hall to watch carpathian and other to be perform but when i arrived Naratu is performing and i missed it , so sad oh :(
after having a drink and chat with nisa , hani , farid and azam , we all make our way upstairs to watch whatever band is performing and went we arrive upstairs i found out that Kids On The Move is performing after that the Eleven and then Carpathian , after 5 song from carpathian me and nisa also hani go to the toilet . our plan is only go to toilet but then my throat feel thirsty and we all walk to mamak infront of the mcpa hall to have a drink but nisa and hani want to eat because they both didnt eat anything yet . funny stuff is hani and nisa order maggi goreng but nisa's dont want any vegi and hani want egg on it . me , i order beef burger and ask nisa to buy it for me . hehe :D im the queen of the day because its my birthday yaww . ok ok ok , back to the funny story that i want to tell u . after 10 minutes we wait , nisa food is arrived but the maggi goreng is full with vegi and nisa babbling and babbling about it just because her maggi have vegi in it , bhahaha :D at last hani take nisa maggi goreng and ate it because nisa didnt like vegi but pity hani , the maggi goreng didnt have any egg in it . a few minutes after that farid text nisa up and said that Black Territory is performing , nisa the one that very excited to watch because she said that gonna be the last time she watch BT performing or her love life BOB perfoming . me and hani are too tired to walk back into the gig , so we just waited there for nisa and hani bf came back to us . When nisa arrived back she tell me that Black Territory wishes me Happy Birthday infront of everybody in the gig , thank god im not there . if i am i will be all blushed up red and all i can do is smiling :) however thanks to BT for the wishes , much appreciate it BROTHERHOOD ! after all is settle and nisa is back , we talk and talk until the gig is over and watch ever single human get out from the mcpa hall then came bobo with KLMW new printed tshirt and gave it to me , its the shirt that topan promise to give it to me , awwww thanks topan . suddenly my brother call me up and ask me who gonna pick me up and i said , jeff supposed to pick me but jeff didnt got back from his futsal game yet so mymom call my brother and ask him to fetch me and i just go with the flow because i know if i still depends on jeff to pick me up i will be home by 2 am in the morning , pfftt ~ thats gonna be a long wait and my butt gonna get cram up !

the Kuala Lumpur Mosh Warrior tshirt that ive got for free from topan

* the shirt with my fat stomach :D

i arrived home around 12 something in the morning because before sending sis cici home , we take our tour to mike burger stall and have a chat there then me , my brother , zaza and ejat go to my home and hanging in my brother room and waited for mike to come and make our way to Berjaya Hotel for our really a private party for my birthday. That sweet of them :)

Berjaya Hotel room with a nice pool view just for me and other :D

from left : My brother , Zaza , Me , Mike and Ejat . Only five of us there !

Zahriyah Zahir , She make me crack each and everday she with me . my loyal company zaza !

Our BIG DADDY for the day is MIKE aka BRO LUV yaww !

playing with the webcam and make freak faces . Bhahahaha :D FUNNY !

Birthday girl lost in the CITY of 7th Heaven oooo . LMFAO :DD

Terror is coming !!

2009-07-19T00:47:00.000-07:00

* OMG , OMG , OMG !

i just found out that TERROR , one of my fav' band gonna come here , here in MALAYSIA . i really really wanted to go , i do ! oh mama , can i can i can i . pleaseeeee ! :D

TERROR! TERROR! TERROR! TERROR!

a SURVEY from ME ;DD

2009-07-19T00:19:00.000-07:00

WHAT WAS YOUR :
1. Last beverage: milo ice
2. Last phone call: ayna
3. Last text message: ayna
4. Last song you listened to: just like a star by corinne bailey rae
5. Last time you cried: i cant rmmbr ;p

HAVE YOU EVER :
6. Dated someone twice: fews ;)
7. Been cheated on: smtms
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yeah
9. Lost someone special: I DO and i MISS you Ahmad Ridzuan ;'(
10. Been depressed: yeah
11. Been drunk and threw up: its been long since its happend

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS :
12. black
13. white
14. blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU : 2009
15. Made a new friend: yea
16. Fallen out of love: yea
17. Laughed until you cried: almost ;D
18. Met someone who changed you: yea
19. Found out who your true friends were: yea
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yea
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yea ;p
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: half of it guess
23. How many kids do you want?: 4 or 2 and i do want twins ;p
24. Do you have any pets: did hamster count ?
25. Do you want to change your name: neah
26. What did you do for your last birthday: nothing
27. What time did you wake up today: 6am yaww :D
28. What were you doing at midnight: high-ing !
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: i dont know . hmm !
30. Last time you saw your Mother: an hour ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: stop being one lazy ass ;o
32. What are you listening to right now : i suicide by throwdown
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: neah
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: people talk bad about me !
35. Most visited webpage: MySpace , FaceBook , BlogSpot and YouTube .
36. Whats your real name: Atika Lyana bt. Anizan Shah
37. Nicknames: Yanaa Boston ;)
38. Relationship Status: Single and Like it !
39. Zodiac sign: cancer
40. Male or female?: female
41. Primary School?: SRK Raja Muda sec 4 , shah alam.
42. Secondary School?: SMKSSAAS sec 2 , shah alam.
43. High school/college/university? Segi University College , Subang Jaya

- The End -

Stupid people mouth that cant just zip up !

2009-07-18T21:34:00.001-07:00

STUPIDITY of PEOPLE around me !

im so weird right now , because why peoples just cant shutup their own mouth huh ?

i know this girl that sooo , i dont what to say because im not the type that call stupid name to other peoples ! if im like that then why cant u ? * to whom that talk crap about me :)

its my own freaking bussiness to wrote or say anything i want because what ever i wrote and say is nothing to do with u rite . i didnt disturb ur shity life , i didnt even mock u or anything because im not like that . if im not satisfied with u , i will just go straight to ur face and say it !

please la , im begging u . dont talk bad about people and make them talk bad about u , u are older enough to think about it . come on la , dont be one stupid freaking dumd ass aite .

p/s : by the way , why are u so concern what am i writing in my own myspace ? and tell the whole world about it huh ?

JULY two thousand fucking nine

2009-07-16T13:15:00.000-07:00

17th JULY
This is my bestfriend Aiman Iqmal has been continuing his study at UITM malacca and he left me with our other bestfriend name Halim and for real i miss aiman now even his only gone for like what 3 weeks but still i miss you la aiman . i hope he can come home in this short period time because 20th of july is my birthday and i want all my friends to be here celebrating it with me . oh please come home aiman , i want to get fucking high with u again like the old time sake only 3 of us , you , me and aem :(

19th JULY
Me and Nisa aka Cik Ribeena is planing on to go to Carpathian gig a band from Australia to watch Black Territory our brotherhood band , the carpathian and others also celebrating my birthday there . Awww that so sweet of u nisa , oh oh oh i love you lah perempuan . thanks for all the good shit that u do for me , i will appreciate and love u till im dead and gone :D

*2 months bebeyh :D

2009-06-29T05:19:00.000-07:00

*omg omg omg !
its been long since ive been posting this freaking blog thingy .
its been like 2 month i guess . oh , gosh :D
but its ok because im back and i guess im gonna been posting this thing alot now , keep updating and updating (*maybe) :P

ive been thru alot thing this couple of month , the easy and hard in life .
the ups and down that ive been thru is making me hard to enjoying mylife bc with college stuff like exams and assignments . its killing me here .
tired of it already actually and just recently i found out that ive got barred for HISTORY OF ART class and ive been repeat that class for 2 times already ok and thats tell u that i pretty much HATE history but without history we didnt live in the blue rounded earth rite . heeee :D
ok ok ok , im tired of typing . byebye for now :)

thank you zakiyy !

2009-04-28T13:43:00.000-07:00

a picture sign from Raja Zakiyy , thankyou .

he is adorable and the picture is incredible ;)

the story start here , actually we were talking in yahoo messanger then i saw zakiyy webbie is on so i ask for his permission to view it then he gave the permission so i view the webbie , after that we were talking and making jokes and bla bla bla suddenly he ask me to view what he is doing and then i saw his hand palm with my name on it .

awwww , that so sweet zakiyy and here it is ;DD

The day of Sweet as Revenge gigs !

2009-04-04T14:17:00.000-07:00

Im awake at 6 in the morning and cant sleep anymore , arghhh ! im so stress with it . i want to continue my peacefull sleeping like a sleeping beauty , eleyh .
i cant sleep so i decide to checking my myspace , facebook and update my blog and whatever i can do with this motherF internet and ive been online from 6 am till 12.30 pm . LOL ;D thats long ! pffft ~ ok ok ok , after i online im getting ready to go to the gig and my brother send me up to MCPA hall .

on my freakin way to MCPA , i take the time to self-potrait ;p

after arrived at MCPA i call the JELITE that so call YAHH , the one that TBC then sunddenly confirm to follow me knnnn and she ask me to wait for her at mamak infront of the mcpa . ive waited for like few minutes the suddenly the rain come pour like a water tap so i ran into the mcpa and bump into ANAS then he said that daarchlea is gonna be perform after this so im rushing going upstairs to watch DAARCHLEA perform , one of my friend band ! support them at www.myspace.com/daarchlea ;)

half way of their performance suddenly YAHH gedik call me up and said that she arrived but hanging at mamak with nadd , chaa , awuz and ayid and i said that im going there after daarchlea perform and im going to there with anas .

me , yahh and anas go upstairs to watch other band performs but then when we arrived upstairs were just sit down at the chair and babbling with KLMW budds also take take a picture with them !

with KLMW and others yaww :o

at the end of the gig were hanging out at mamak infront of the mcpa hall and gossiping with BT also Daarchlea lineup . so funny . LOL ! guys gosip , bhahahahahha LMFAO :DDD then NISA a.k.a Ms Ribeena or Bob Girlfriend text me up and invite us to ovenite with ZIRA and KECIK so me and YAHH tag along with them and were hangging at gombak also at mcd titiwangsa till end :)

Funny LOL :DDD

2009-04-03T16:39:00.001-07:00

i've been awake since 12 am till now but in that time ive been fall asleep like 3 times for a couple of hour's .
so i didnt have anything to do , ive open youtube and find this in SEX section .
LaughOutLoudPeople ;ooo

wearing a CONDOM just like wearing a raincoat in a shower ! WTF :D

Upcoming Sweet As Revenge at MCPA hall !

2009-04-03T13:56:00.000-07:00

tomorrow , sweet as revenge a band from indonesia will be perform at MCPA hall .

along with two of my friends band that is Black Territory and Daarchlea ;)

they will also perform at penang . my friends ask me if i want to tag along , just pay only rm30
but my lazyness conquered me said dont go , just go at the mcpa matterfact ive got tons of assignment that been gave to me by historyofart lect' and digital imaging lect' .
but i want to go to penang actually :(

the other story is , the gig is tmrrw but as i heard nobody want to acompany me to that gig .
im so down now . nadd , chaa , awuz and ayid going to onecafe . their also friends make a gig at there and yahh is TBC to follow me , i was like fuck mann !
Huh , Nisa . at first she say she want to follow me to mcpa and want to watch her boyfriend (bob) the bassist from black territory perform but then bob didnt gave her to go so they were fighting then today nisa tell me that suddenly bob give her the permission to follow but i need to get nisa mother permission and i said ok la bc ive got yah today . yah supposed to sleepover at myhouse but suddenly its been cancel . hmmm . im bored ! then suddenly nisa text me up and say
' yanaa , nisa cant go bc mymom will be alone at home , my dad going outstation '
and i was so so so want to cry that time . nobody can acompany me not even zira bc she have test that day . she said if she didnt have the test she will go but then hmmmm . sad again :(
and now the conclusion is nobody can acompany me to sweet as revenge and im only depends at yahh jelite !
oh , yahh please acompany me tmrrw !!!

p/s ; i will update tmrrw about the gig aite . just waitt !! :D

SIKSA KUBUR is the BESTT :DDD

2009-03-23T06:52:00.000-07:00

Siksa Kubur in Kuala Lumpur at MCPA hall on 21 march :))

they were great and they make my head sore . LOL :DDDD

SIKSA KUBUR make us like this . bhahahaha :DD

the BIG banner yawww !

he was GOOD mannnn !

trip to BALI , INDONESIA

2009-03-15T16:18:00.000-07:00

trip BALI , INDONESIA

it was a fun trip . just i feel something missing to cheer me up there . hmm ;)

monstahhhhh . scary . RUNNNNNNNN !! LOL :DD

this thing been called BARONGAN , its believe to bring good thing to BALI :)

the real VOLCANO that still active and wait for the right time to BURST !

floating temple thats been build on top of the water . its stricly for us to enter because for them its holy !

KUGIRAN play a songs for us for the last dinner there . im already miss BALI so much and also that guy in the middle with the dimple . gosh its rhyme ;p

with mama , mumy , abg blx and uncle bad at floating temple . BUH-BYE BALI . i miss u already . LOL :DDD

from 16 January 2009 to 16 February 2009

2009-02-16T14:14:00.000-08:00

its been 1 month since u left me .
in this 1 month i pushing myself to go on with my life without u .
i miss u so much till its hurt me and make me cry .
but after all , i need to face the fact that ur gone now .
smtms i feel like u are not gone forever , u just go out and meeting some friends or go home to ur parents but didnt have the chances to text or call me up .
but that smtms is just to comfort myself from being more sad then i am .
its been really hard for me in this 1 month , ive been through loads of problem and without u to be shared with .
i afraid that im gonna forget u if i find my own life .
im afraid of lots of things now .
its make me wanna cry if i think of u too much .
i cant do anything rite .
u are up there . i am down here .
but we will meet again someday , one day .
i miss and love u so much AHMAD RIDZUAN ;)

Matt Boston always remain remember :)

2009-01-24T01:42:00.000-08:00

Ahmad Ridzuan b. Othman

Matt Boston

from 23th october 1984 to 16th january 2009

thanks for all the memories dear .
i will remember it till im gonna meet u again .
i know its hard for u to go on with ur life in that such of pain .
so u let all of us go and we letting u go too .
may u rest in peace there and happy .
may Allah S.W.T put u in the same place as the one that Allah love .
for ur information Ahmad Ridzuan b. Othman , i will always love u .
and there will be no replace for u also no one just like u .
u are one of the kind that i will hold to even u are gone now but u will stay here , here in my heart and in my memory always and i mean always .
i will fullfill what u want to see in me . i will remember what u always tell me to do and not to do. i will remember everything from the first we met till u last breath just right infron of me . i will keep going on and holding on ur BOSTON pride .
thanks again sayang , my pray will always be with u .
al-fatihah :)

love , yanaa.. :)

happy eid mubarak people !

2008-09-30T11:44:00.000-07:00

its been long and long since my blog site being update .
fasting month is over and here come EID MUBARAK !
eyay !
and here come DUIT RAYA :DDDD

here i wish all muslims HAPPY EID MUBARAK or in malay SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI :)

Yana Birthday Party in Red :)

2008-09-02T20:24:00.001-07:00

its been 3 day since Yana Birthday Party , were having it at Loft then continue it at Holiday Private Party . It was a BLAST BAYBEYH !!!

the theme was red that nite :DDDDD

Happy Birthday Jeff :)

2008-08-26T16:34:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to my cousin Muhmmad Jeffri Effendy :)

he turn 20 this year , old enough to get in the club . hahahaha :DDD

we celebrate his birthday at dataran shah alam .

were having a blast !

with cakes and food also flour .

he covered with flour , so funny . LOL !

chocolate berry's cakes . nyumm :P

the birthday boy covered with flour . hahaha . LMAO :D

and me covered with chocolate cakes . yucks ! my hair smells like cakes . ewww :o

straight !

2008-08-24T14:18:00.000-07:00

im hanging at bukit bintang for 3 days straight .
out of money , out of energy and out of everything . LOL !
but so what right , as long as i have FUN with nadd , indera , piko and idan :)
TIRED . TIRED . TIRED !

a day to remember . LOL :D

2008-08-21T14:10:00.000-07:00

i was going to sunway pyramid yesterday with nadd , zaza , piko , indera , ajim and eika !
we were watching movie then after movie we were planning to have a supper . we were driving two cars , one is zaza car and the other one is nadd car then we were asking zaza wheres nadd car because zaza is the one that drive nadd car . zaza said she cant remember where she park nadd car , she said it was at F floor , then we were searching at F floor its wasnt there after that we were walking and walking and walking and walking in the sunway pyramid from 10pm to 11pm just to find nadd car . we were tracing back the step so that zaza can remember but then she still didnt remember , were search the car in every car park floor . from west to east to north to south but no sign of nadd car . we were asking the guard where is the car then the guard ask which entrance of parking did zaza enter then she explain and explain and explain till the guard ask us to search at second floor , we looking and looking and keep looking but there still no trace . we walking in the mall , in the carpark just to recall zaza memory but still she didnt remember it , after an hour of walking i decide to go to the ladies then went i come back to them they said were found the car . the car was there all of the times , it was the right floor but wrong part . we were so tired just because of the car and zaza short memory lost . went i think about it back its sort of funny . Laugh Out Loud , Laughing My Ass Off , Rolling On The Floor Laughing . HAHAHAHAHAHA :DDDD it was such a day to remember for me and nadd also zaza also piko .

Happy Birthday Sayangg ;)

2008-08-19T15:53:00.000-07:00

to Siti Farhana bt Abdullah or Nana .

i love you so much my bestfriend :))

Happy Eighteen Birthday Dear !

nana

http://www.myspace.com/nanako

anis

http://www.myspace.com/funtastic_sky

yanaa

http://www.myspace.com/yana_yummy

piko

http://www.myspace.com/zafian

a night celebrating at mamak at kelana jaya with myself , anis , piko , jeff and nadd .

sign PICTURE :)

2008-08-18T15:11:00.000-07:00

self-potrait!

im doing a sign for TI'A also for a band , name A VOICE ; CINEMATIC ;)

One of my crew , Tia Stalker :)

http://www.myspace.com/moonboolat

A Voice ; Cinematic <3333>

http://www.myspace.com/avoicecinematic

SUPPORT !!

yanaa , i am ;)

2008-08-17T15:21:00.000-07:00

and here its me Yanaa , thats what they call me now . the full name supposed to be Atika Lyana but i prefer to be call by my surname . the 18 years old girl that get sick and tired of her life , that take alcohol just for fun and smoke ciggarate in everyday of her life also taking drugs and weed just to get lost of her mind ! Her life now fully covered with ENJOYABLE . She is currently studying in Segi College , Subang Jaya and taking Photography course but then she didnt study hard for this whole 2 semester , she want to but she didnt do . what a lost ;)