Sunday, March 14, 2010

Stories of my Life thats been shorted from year's to hour's and minute's !

Few year's of my stories been shorted in few hour's of typing and few minute's of reading !

I've been given the name Atika Lyana by my parents since i was born on 20th of July 1990 and im just a simple 20 years old teenage girl that's been through almost everything a 20 years old teenager's been through in their life's . There's nothing different about me to be compared to everybody , because every single human being in this world got their own specialitie's that been gifted by the one that create all humans and living things in this planet that we called earth . one of my gift that been given is my creativity in taking photo's also a lot more even i didn't know but i will keep on searching for it from up to bottom of me and i will find it somehow , someday . i'm the middle child from 3 sibling's , the 1st is my 22 years old brother and the last is my 2 years old little sister . my little sister actually been adopted by my mom since she was 5 month's old in her own mother body , the parents cant afford another baby to been take care because they got 2 more children that still small that need to be raise so they decide to give the 3rd child to someone that can take a good care of her and my my mother is the one that sincerely willing to raise and take a good care of the 3rd child for them as my mom own child till today and that is how i got a cute adorable little sister that's getting cleaver and naughty at the same time every single each day , months and year's she live . my dear mom is a single mother that raise my brother and me by her own self since i was 12 years old and my brother was 14 years old , she raise us for year's with her own bare of hand till me and my brother grow up from kids to adults . everyone that related to us give my dear mom support's from the back and now she's become one tough mother that been through a lot of obstacle in her life as a single mother just to take care of us , pampered us and give us the attention that we need so that we didn't feel neglected because all that me and my brother have is only my dear mother to rely on that time . few years later came my little sister in our life and the family grew from 3 to 4 person and i do cherish my little sister came in this family because she is the sun's that always shine bright for the family everyday with her chciky attitude that always make us also everyone laugh and eager at her . my mother always said me and my brother is growing up to fast so she need someone to acompany , play with her and make her laugh because she always feel alone . year's past without i notice it , through that year's lots of good and bad things happen in my life and i think my life is fully complete until someone that i didn't even see coming , came in to my life silently and make me feel like there was butterfly in my stomach and make my heart pounding like a punching bag been punch thousand of times non stops . It's true what i've been heard , if u felt that way it means the big L is there and its was right , i do fell into the big L with someone that i already know for almost 4 years now . back then he came into my life as a stranger that i know only through the telephone because my number has been given to him by one of my friend , i was furious at my friend that time and i get over it soon enough but now when the big L happen with someone that a stranger to me , i should thanking my friend for what he did 3 years back if its not because of my friend , me and him probably didn't even met matterfact we didn't even know that were exist in the same world . we spend year's only being friends and we rarely contact each other until one day i've got a hunch to text him and hangout's together then he said that he do wants to hangout with me too , when we met that night i was so suprise went i look at him because he totally change from hair to toe and a glimpse of me looking at him without he notice it . last year on 18th october 2009 its been few weeks since we started contact back , he came to my house just to acompany me because i was alone that time then suddenly something that i never expect happen , it does happen and everything that i never know about year's back been pop out that night and it does make me touched because things that pop out from his mouth is really unexpected , i was suprised by him and he do know how to conquer my heart for himself . since that day he was mine until now and i pray it will last till eternity also only death do us apart !

Sunday, September 13, 2009


this post has been removed by its author because of personal reason :)

Monday, August 31, 2009


its 4 in the morning and me , zaza , mike and kecik wasnt sleeping yet so were just hanging around and suddenly kecik show up with zaza clothes . it was so fucking funny bc he is not only wearing the clothes but he also wear the bra and stuff stokin's inside the bra . were laugh like a maniac and about to cry :DD

the PROOF !
kecik with mini skirt , sleeveless turtle neck ,high heels , shades , hats , fur and hoops .
and HER name is FAZLISYA ;)

* sorry for the corrupted images , its taken by a phone camera

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Tags (;

At first i want to tell u that ive got this TAG from CikEykaMeow , the old time buddies :)
and here we go !

1) So do u think ur HOT ?
- neahh , if im "HOT" i will be burning for now :P

2) Upload your favorite picture of yourself .

3) Then tell why do u like this picture ?
- because in this picture ive been kiss by my friend NaddNiddNudd ;)

4) When is the last time u ate pizza ?
- its been month since i had my last pizza's :(

5) What did u do when u filling this tag ?
- hanging with Zaza and listening to some songs !

6) Different name that u like to be called other then ur name now ?
- if its cant be Yanaa here so i guess myb ATIKA ? omg , thats the first full name allrite . oh please dont !

7) Tag 6 person that ur not gonna regret .
1st ; Nur Zhariyah , my partner in crimes and doing thing together always .
2nd ; Nur Atika Anisa , the good listener to all of my problems and my love doctor .
3rd ; Nurul Nadia , the person who i talk about in the 3rd question .
4th ; Indera Hafiz , my little brother from different parents and we are in the same age .
5th ; Aishah Azman , the friend that ive know who love kitty so much and got eyes like one .
6th ; Adam Mohamad , my fairy god child who ive know is so adorable in his way .

8) Who is 1st in ur life ?
- she is becoming my sister in law , one of my best and closes friend also a family to me . I do do love her :))

9) How about the 3rd ?
- ive know her since March '08 , one of my classmate at Segi College , Subang Jaya . I love u nadd !

10) and 4th ?
- indera , my brother from another mother and father . He is adorable with his dimple and attitude , adore much .

11) Tell something about 2nd ?
- nisaaa or known as Jahh is my loyal problem listener , she is the one that stand by me when i lost the most precious person in my life and her advice is A plusplus ;P

12) And most probably u will like which one ?
- not even single one on the list because they were my 666 ( * friend family forever ) ^_^

Finally its all pop-out !

Its been MONTH since i can helpless to get u out from my life but not today because today the yanaa that u know is change to the new one , and the new one is what she proud of !
Today , i have the guts to take it all out to u with the words that i even didnt know it will pop out its all because of what i feel inside me now . So now i think better u move on with ur own life and live it like u use to without me and i will move on with my own life with me didnt thinking about "THE" answer and u Mr."THE" :)
By the way , i still wanna say thanks for all that uve done and all the lies . U do it all because u dont want to hurt me even abit but instead u do and its alot !

Here we go ,

Mr. "THE" :
haha..uit...xg kolej kew..?

Yanaa Boston :
i extend for this sem bc bnyk probs laa :)

Mr. "THE" :
ha..??? lor...dh knaper ni u..if u da problem cter kt i k...i xksah... ;)

Yanaa Boston :
oh nothing .
i ok jea !
takyah laa susah kn diri u dngr my probs aite .
its a small matter jea :))

Mr. "THE" :
ala...xper ar...i xksah lor...dlu pown pe2 hal u cter kt i an..small matter u kata smpai u extend ur study... haih..

Yanaa Boston :
seriously its just a small matter !
ye ke i cite kt u ? x ingt pon :/

Mr. "THE" :
yew ar...dlu da gak u cter2 ngan i.. ;(

Yanaa Boston :
itu i dulu , ni i sekarang !
ive change .
im not the old yanaa no more , im the new one :)
thanks for concern btw !

Mr. "THE" :
per yg beza nyer..?? tell me...huhu..i xksah ar u...u pown taw i cmna an...if da paper just cter kt i k.. ;)

Yanaa Boston :
takde pape .
neahh , nvm !
i tak suke susah kn orggg :)

Mr. "THE" :
tp i ske sshkan dri i.. haha...

Yanaa Boston :
tp i tak suke susah kn org ^_^

Mr. "THE" :

Yanaa Boston :
yess ?
kenape ( * its Mr. "THE" full name stated here , so it will be remove under certain circumstances ) ?
boleh saya bantu :))

Mr. "THE" :
xda paper ar...u are totally different now..

Yanaa Boston :
different ? what do u mean ?

Mr. "THE" :
i dnt know how 2 discribe abt that... but now u are different to me...

Yanaa Boston :
take ur time and DO discribe it .
actually , im glad ive change bc for me the old yanaa is the stupidest yanaa .
the old yanaa cant see clearly but the new one is what im proud of :)

Mr. "THE" :
yeah...i'm happy for that... i hope i can see the new yana in front of me as soon as posible.. ;)

Yanaa Boston :
thanks :)
and can i ask why do u want to see the new me a.s.a.p ?
i dont think u care rite !

Mr. "THE" :
bcz i just want to see it for my self wth my own eyes... yup..i care abt that bcz u are my fren rite...

Yanaa Boston :
neahhhh !!
i think better i left u on ur own now friend :)

Mr. "THE" :

Yanaa Boston :
thanks for understand :)
dont get me wrong here but seriously let just go on with our own life ok !

Mr. "THE" :
mmmmmm..... :(

Yanaa Boston :
i think its unnecessary for u to be sad bc u just wasting ur time there friend :)

Mr. "THE" :
ok..if u say like that,i hve to accept it... mm...

Yanaa Boston :
thanks for understand :)

actually im very glad ive come in this part where i know im strong enough to do this to u and i know i can and wont give up to u and ur words anymore ;)

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Fasting , Independent and Raya Day !

Today ,
It's been 3 days since fasting month start and i admit the 1st day i can hold myself but when it come to 2nd day , i was like OHMYGOD ! i cant anymore . i need my ciggy badly allrite so i just grab my ciggy and smoke it and i go "fuhhhh" , im so relief . bhahaha :D
i know i know im the satan of myself bc i cant hold my lust for not smoking thru the hold day .
another 27 days to go before RAYA and i cant wait for raya , eventho raya is not gonna be fun for me like the good old days but still raya is the most sad also happy day for me and that is the day its gonna remind me of someone that has left me forever and someone that bring me cheer !

Last year ,
He is here to acompany me thru this fasting month and raya but this year ? he is not here anymore , he gonna spend his fasting month and raya up there in heaven . its really sad for me bc i cant wish him Selamat Berpuasa , Selamat Bersahur , Selamat Berbuka and Selamat Hari Raya also im not gonna receive an answer from him when i ask for his forgiveness and go to our friends open house together anymore , its all because he is up there and i am down here . even im sad but still im hoping for him to be happy , safe , well and smiling up there . i know he is looking at me each and everyday of my life till the day im gonna meet him again , im so so hoping for that bc i miss him more then everyone think . i do do do miss u Ahmad Ridzuan :')

30th of August ,
The day of INDEPENDENT or MERDEKA date is on fasting month . that is so so so i mean sooo boring bc i cant celebrate it outside somewhere its all because 1st , the H1N1 or pig flu that had kills 50 people , so far that i heard . 2nd , bc its fasting month and im forsure mymom not gonna alowed me from leaving the house . 3rd , im aint got no money , im fucking broke now . 4th , is there gonna be a celebration this year bc as i heard the prime minister illegally banned firework show on merdeka so it was like no beautifull firework no more , so sadd !

21st of September ,
Its the day Raya gonna be so SELAMAT HARI RAYA , MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN :)

Friday, August 14, 2009

Thank you Mr.F .

i want to say a THANK YOU to u Mr.F because ,
the 10 thankfull list !
  • thanks to u bc u make me WAITED for u for so long .
  • thanks to u bc u make me had the BIGGEST crush on u .
  • thanks to u bc u HANG ME without a rope .
  • thanks to u bc u LIE straight to my face .
  • thanks to u bc u didnt gave me a SINCERE answer .
  • thanks to u bc u spend ur so precious TIME .
  • thanks to u bc u keep quiet when i ask "THE" question .
  • thanks to u bc u make me put my HOPE on u all the time .
  • thanks to u bc the words that u said to me is WONDERFUL .
  • thanks to u bc the words i FALL in LOVE with YOU !

a very thankfull to u Mr.F . im so appreciate it now because now i know the answer that u left untold before . i hope u happy with what u doing to me because as i know what goes around comes around , its KARMA baby :)